It wasn’t intentional to ditch the blog. Part of it was that I had this really grand idea to log the whole course of my Neil Gaiman/Amanda Palmer celebrity crush and the whole Halloween trip to The House on the Rock. That just never happened. Neil and Amanda are still lovable by the way. They posted this video on Christmas (I think specifically for me. Love.)
Part of it was work. I really blog at work and with them hurling Facebook and Twitter maintenance at me as a real full-time task, I haven’t had the time or energy to blog.
Part of it was me running into some dumb situations that I kind of really wanted to crawl under a rock and hide from. It’s hard to blog about pop culture when all your doing is stewing over some of your own stupidity.
Like… all the weight I lost is back and my cholesterol shot through the roof as a result. That was my own stupid doing. Eating out too much. Eating emotions. It was embarrassing. I haven’t really made moves to correct it either.
Today I had a really frustrating day and it kind of reminded me why I started this blog in the first place. It’s an escape. It’s an outlet. It’s a way to say what’s really going on in my mind, without too many people reading into it (ala. Facebook). I need that outlet. I really need to start blogging again.
